This is going to be a rant about exams. I know promos are long over, and op is over, but still:

I CAN'T WAIT FOR O'S TO BE OVERRRRRRR!!!!! (so ju and al and vanessa and hannah are free)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR A'S TO BE OVER!!!!!!!!!!! (so heng min can be free)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR POLY EXAMS TO BE OVER!!!!!!! (so cass and rach can be free)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR NUS HIGH EXAMS TO BE OVER!!!!! (so ken can be free wth man must be the only exam that is so oddly timed) (then we can go GYMING)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR UNI EXAMS TO BE OVER!!!!! (so geraldine can go tuao D:)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR... GOSH I DONT EVEN NOE WHAT EXAM IT'S CALLED TO BE OVER!!!! (so yi ren can come back from overseas then our gang can go out :D)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR IB EXAMS TO BE OVER!!!!! (hey chia actually when exactly are they? o-o)


But now Kim and Kris we can go out :D I don't mind meeting ur gang! Especially Kris' bf! :D Thank God op is over.

On that note, my op is screwed. I actually stammered and forgot my lines. And gave an EXTREMELY LOUSY ans for aq. And, reminded by my darling group, I "deproved".

Just kill me now. I was so upset at the teachers, but I think I was more upset at myself, because I have done so much better and I knew I was capable of a better presentation.

Sigh.

So after that we ate lunch, then cheryl, walala i and gabri went to gabri's house, played the wii and xbox until 5+.

And I learnt how to play Halo!!!! Hohohohohohoho :D Honestly Gabri is an exterminator. or a murderer. yeah that's more appropiate. She thrashed walala flat.

Quote from Gabri: "ohhhh dead body! :D" [upon seeing a dead body in Halo AND YES THAT EMOTICON WAS NECESSARY]

Totally late birthday post, but oh well!

So despite turning a year older, I don't feel any older. Which is why my profile is still stagnated at "almost 15" (gosh i realllllly need to update my profile and links -.-) but God helped me through another year, so that's a good thing :D

Yesterday's birthday was totally awesome, as I got everything I wanted and more :DDDD

GOO GOO DOLLS CD AND BANGLES HURHURHUR from careteam - I LOVE U GALS FOREVA FOR THE CD

Lots and lotsssss of bday messages and well wishes from lots and lots of ppl from 14/08 and church and the og :D I feel so loved


promised gifts from ju (and a shopping trip aft ur o's :D) and al(YOU CHEAPO I WONT LET U COMBINE IT WITH MY CHRISTMAS GIFT but since i still owe u like your bday pressie frm last year i shall let u off |D)


a cake frm my church! :D tho i dint get to eat it -.-


socks & a pretty box and a pretty card frm zhe chaw :D and eating with us even tho u had to do op urgently :D


ajay for being strangely and disturbingly hyper yest despite your hockey training o_O those few hours with your lame jokes and odd spasmic shaking due to your sugar high was better (and a hundred times more entertaining) than any material present, honestly. i m NEVAR going to forget it and shall remind you CONSTANTLY


rachel for always being the one to org the outings of course :D and the lovely cake! and lighter -.-


zy for the cake as well! and coming down despite all ur injury and emoooo after that teacher meeting :)


sebas and tim for taking the time to come down despite op and being your lovely, lame selves :D


the turtle wife from gabri and cheryl HAHAHAHAHA and also the virtual bottle of love from cheryl as well :D


jere for the two neopets avatars and hiscores today (not exactly my bday pressie, but oh well im jus gonna put it here anyway)


my grandma for her hongbao


and my parents for their promise of gifts which we will buy once op is OVAR(which i'll ask for a comic book :D)


On that note, when I came home with my birthday cake, my parents were like, "Yay! Tomorrow's breakfast!"






-.-

I cannot wait for the Tuao Philippines trip.

Away from the noise, away from the mess, and where everything was so nice and slow and PEACEFUL. Not quiet or lonely, but peaceful. It's not that I hate Singapore life, I actually quite love the excitement it brings sometimes, but being there was so soothing.
And doing what God wanted for a whole week with nothing but Him in my mind. Something I find very hard to do when I'm here. School is such a murderously hard place to keep strong.
I hope I come back a better person.

If I live long enough to retire, I would definitely go some place away from the rushed life.

And if I don't, well, no loss there anyway.

I HAVE BEEN PROMOTED. PROMOTED WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


As my mum said, by the skin of my teeth. But considering the fact that, skin has no teeth, I hereby find it more appropiate to say that I passed by the skin of my eyelids.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

FINALLY. A POST IN ONE MONTH.

And i finally decided to do yizhen's thang. harharhar
1) The person who tagged:
yizen

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
AJ Classmate!

3) Your five impressions of him/her:
1. SOCUTE
2. sotong blur
3. hilarious
4. Lameo
5. weight obsessed

4) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
told me funny stories! of what i cant remember HAHAHAHA

5) The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
"AAAAAH I'M SO FAT" cos u say it at least once a week

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
turn into a male first.

7) If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
her fringe. AHAHAHHAH JUST KIDDING

8) If he/she become your enemy, you will:
er i hope that wont happen


9) If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
i insulted jay chou or turned him gay.

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Hugs! :D

11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
Girly and sweet. Voice aside, you will make a good and caring wife for whoever who comes :D

And yippee! it's done :D

And woooo i almost lost my temper today. But there's this thing i have against comparison. All my life, i have been exposed to it, whether from the family or teachers or friends(but usually not so much) but yet i still cannot stand it. Maybe it's because i have been exposed so long is why i cannot stand it.

but one thing i know, whether it was done out of bad or good intention, is that it hurts. when i was young, i did not know what good qualities i had, but i did not know what bad qualities i had either. i didnt feel any pride, but i didnt feel any low self esteem either. I was content pretty much until it was pointed out that my bro was academically superior to me. all of a sudden, in that moment, i became stupid, even tho for the past six years of my life i had not thought myself as such.
maybe i had needed to know that i was lazy, so i would be hardworking, but i did not need to know something that would lower my worth.

likewise, i dont mind being told that my attitude needs to be improved, but what i do mind is being compared to others and have the worth of my work lowered, when i have put in my best.i have no need for discouragement, and that what i am doing is inferior to others.

Father, keep my temper checked.

Chen Ting
Almost 15. November come faster. D:
3 Nov 1991
Ntss.
Strange.
Self-proclaimed poet.
WILL SOON BE ONE.
Christian.
Love God.
Love Jesus.
THIS HALF-DEAD BLOG WILL NOT BE REVIVED UNTIL O-LEVELS ARE OVER. I shall not be so cruel as to bore you with how i study everyday, okaythnx.


Literature, Saiyuki, Advent Children
Movies, Computers, Chem[MOL NOT INCLUDED]
Bio, Slacking, Procrastinating, Anime,
Destroying Pictures With Windows00 Paint,
SHINIES, Jpop [or any !pop or music that sounds good, rly]
Drawing Chibis with Circles for Hands,
Drawing Pretty Faces,
POETRRYYYY and fine, I admit, Sylvia Plath.
Anyone who has the guts to
stick their head in their oven
and INHALE in carbon monoxide
has my respect, srsly.
Also a pretty awesome poet.
Oh yeah, and plasters.
I dunno why, but I get
this tingle of joy everytime
I see a box full of them.


PHYSICSSSSSSSSSSS, Maths,
Veggies, Disgusting food,
Ppl who don't smile,
Airheaded Bimbos, Studying,
Being Rushed, Being Shouted at,
Being Compared to my bro.


[inner child] CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY ALL THE WAY!!!
[The Part of Me that is Educated] Les Choristes [The Choir].
Awesome storyline though
beginning was a bit draggy,
awesome characters,
just the right amount of humour,
not overly fairytale,
yet not overly heart-wrenching
as Da Chang Jin[SORRY JOAN],
just how real life is.
Great morals taught,
even greater singing,
well-written script,
and has the best
ending ever [PEPINOT ^_____^]


Good Omens. by Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett. NEEDed books or you will die: Bible. by GOD. To stop arguing with myself.
BE THE FIRST GREAT POET WHO IS NOT BI OR HOMO.
OR HAS BEEN ADMITTED TO A MENTAL INSTITUTION.
Everything Saiyuki
FINAL FANTASY
Get Les Choristes CD
Able to write well
To watch WILLY WONKA AGAIN D:
To do well in CHINESE >.< *WILL NEVER HAPPEN.*
Become organized overnight.
Ken to stop matchmaking me with his friends
Ken to stop telling me to flirt
Ken to stop teaching me how to flirt *still don't get it anyway*
Ken to stop corrupting my innocence more than it already is.
Ken to stop being Ken.
HengMin to save me from Ken.
Judith to also save me from Ken.



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